I Try Rust PvP Again!!

As I have said in other videos, rust is one of my favorite games, to the point I love it so much, that I now run my own server for fellow players, like me who can not play the pvp maps, as many of you know I have a disability which slows my nervous system functions slow reaction time to what i see and what my body does, which basically means, that a player attacks me, by the time I can do anything I am dead, my hands shake so it's hard to gain control for aiming, I love rust, it is one of my favorite games, but everytime I play pvp servers, I die constantly, in over 400 hours of playtime I have only ever won one pvp fight, but then lost 30 seconds later to his clan member.